How fucking it is to repent after conscious or not, you hurt people who love and appreciate you.
I will tell 2 experiences lived on this subject, one is my best friend Roger, who is in heaven, he left 1 year ago and it is still hard to continue with my day to day. And the other situation is from someone who did a lot of emotional damage at the time.
Everything was going well between Roger and me, but I don't really like leaving my house, and he was part of the BM-X and came to my house almost every night to greet me and talk, it turns out that have sometimes I told my sister that I I told my sister that I told him that I was not there, or that I was asleep because I was lazy to fix myself or I did not feel the best courage to see him and talk, now is when I regret that I literally do not have it physically and I wish with all my soul a of those visits.
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And I know he forgives me...
And there is another person in my life who I owe him a lot of apologies for all the damage caused, in our relationship there were always ups and downs and we were treated very ugly by the different personalities, the point is that I hurt her a lot. I said many hurtful things and today we don't talk to each other but I know that I have a lot of regrets for what we go through ... in the same way I know that karma exists, and that I am paying it because... I know I give, that I receive. I regret enough for that.
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